Finding Her Place
Cruz's understanding of belonging has been shaped not only by her culture, but also by her experiences as an athlete.
She began playing indoor standing volleyball in 2014. In 2017, disability changed her ability to compete. Following three surgeries, she experienced a loss of mobility and strength in her left ankle and lower leg.
For a teenager whose life had revolved around volleyball, the change was devastating.
“When I was in high school, when all of my disability things happened, that really felt like my world was crashing down,” she said. “Like I wasn't going to be able to play volleyball anymore.”
Then, in 2019, only months after her third surgery, Cruz discovered sitting volleyball.
The sport gave her a way back onto the court, but it also introduced her to something she had not realized she needed: community.
For the first time, Cruz was surrounded by athletes who understood experiences she had once believed made her different. She saw people with different disabilities, different backgrounds, and different stories competing at the highest levels of Paralympic sport.
“Having this other space that I could see it was going to be okay, and people who looked like me have succeeded at the highest levels in Paralympic sport, was really crucial,” Cruz said.
That experience changed how she sees people — and eventually influenced the counselor she hopes to become.
“Every Para athlete has a story,” Cruz said. “Some of my teammates had cancer. Some of them have congenital disabilities. Some of them were in traumatic accidents. And I think all of that has really helped open my eyes to see past the person and see all of the things that make them who they are.”
Carrying Her Culture Forward
Cruz's own cultural story has also given her a deeper understanding of what it means to feel seen.
At 17, she moved from San Antonio to Oklahoma to train with the national team while finishing high school. Leaving a predominantly Hispanic community for a predominantly white one was a major adjustment.
Teammate Nikki Nieves, a Puerto Rican athlete, became an important source of connection.
“She’s been there since the beginning,” Cruz said. “Having somebody else who understands a little bit was really impactful at that age.”
The experience reinforced Cruz's belief that young people should never feel they have to leave parts of themselves behind to fit into a new environment.
“Being who they are in their cultural identities and taking that wherever they go with confidence is what I’d want them to see,” she said.
That mission is particularly meaningful given her own family history. Cruz does not speak Spanish, despite both of her parents knowing the language. Her grandfather told her he was punished for speaking Spanish in school.
His experience has stayed with her.
It is part of why Cruz wants her future counseling office to be a place where students feel comfortable bringing their whole selves — their culture, their experiences and whatever challenges they may be facing.
“I hope they feel peace,” she said. “No matter what the student may be going through, they can come to me and feel safe. That they can share openly whatever is going on and not feel judged.”